"I Promise that My Personal Tragedy Will Not Interfere with My Ability to Do Good Hair"

so i'm feeling kind of down in the dumps. just blah. the weather turned cold and gray blocking out any shred of sunlight...which always spirals my mood down the drain. i just kind of want to be curled up at home under a blanket on the couch all the time.

i did get off the couch this weekend and went to our double wedding extravaganza. my classmate's wedding was awesome. they're precious and put together a really nice ceremony and reception. and my coworker's reception (that's all we made it to after the first wedding, just the tail end of it) was great, too. it was nice to spend some outside of work time w/ my coworkers. although, i'm still a bit nervous and trying to impress them. my husband met them all for the first time, too. which was fun, but i was then also nervous that he impress them, also...in retrospect, i probably shouldn't have let him wear those ass-less chaps. :)

and, since i'm still totally absorbed with work, my moods fluctuate depending on how that's going. and i find that hard to evaluate. i feel like a dumb ass everyday. but i think that's how it's supposed to be and not because things are going actually badly. for example, i picked up a defibrillator by the paddles today, almost dropping it on my foot. nice. and i apparently don't know how to staple or suction or hold suture. and this is all just today. don't get me started.

i think honestly that it's mostly the weather making me feel this way. i always get into a winter funk. at least the price of gas went down so i can afford to keep my house balmy to fake myself into thinking it's summery weather. while i'm sitting inside on the couch.

anyone know that quote in the title line of this post without looking it up on the interweb? who said it and what movie is it in? 10 points if you know it.