i think i may have a leak in my brain. seriously. i get asked simple questions about bugs and drugs that i should know, or treatment plans that should be pretty obvious and i basically drool all over myself. all of medicine. 12 months of education plus all that stuff i never learned but should have, is all fair game to be presented with in this out-patient clinical rotation. and i'm so far something like 2 for 300. i have no earthly idea if all other students at my level are equally lacking or if i am the worst ever. i suspect that i am, in fact, the worst ever. i shall pout about it for a while, i think.
i just want to know it all and be comfortable and confident and not doubt my ability to practice as a PA. or to spell my name correctly. grrrr.
cute kids today, though. one 5 y/o little girl got her vaccines and was all tearful, but what REALLY set her off was when she was put outside the room with me and she heard her twin brother screaming from in the room when he was getting his done. she reached over to me and said, "go in there and make them stop. tell them to stop!!" it was really adorable. and kind of sad. we need to figure out how to give vaccines by dissolving them under the tongue or something.
so i'm obviously in a self-bashing mood, so my husband decided to make this weekend a mini vacation for us. so we went to a movie tonight (see side bar) and then to a brand new tapas bar for drinks (delicious chianti) and snacks (snobby cheese tray). now i'm feeling much more cheerful (drunker) than i was earlier, so that's good.
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